
Chapter 13: Dominic
The month that followed our agreement to explore a more integrated dynamic unfolded with a rhythm and depth I hadn't fully anticipated.
What began as a structured framework—specific protocols, designated times for power exchange, clear boundaries between different modes of relating—gradually evolved into something more organic, more fluid. The transitions between dominance and equality became smoother, the protocols less performative and more authentic, the dynamic itself less a separate practice and more an integrated aspect of our evolving relationship.
We met three times each week—Wednesday evenings, Saturday afternoons, and Sunday mornings. Each meeting had its own character, its own focus, its own progression of intensity and connection.
Wednesdays were briefer, often just a few hours after Sophia finished teaching her evening class. These mid-week connections served as a reset, a return to the centered awareness our dynamic facilitated, a counterpoint to the demands and distractions of professional life. We would activate the dynamic with our established ritual—"Sophia, be present" and her response, "I am here"—then move through simple practices of presence and surrender before returning to equal footing for conversation and connection.
Saturdays were more extended, often beginning in the afternoon and continuing into the evening. These sessions allowed for deeper exploration—more elaborate protocols, more challenging surrenders, more intensive sensory work. We would move between different spaces in my loft, each environment facilitating different aspects of the dynamic—the study for intellectual and psychological exploration, the sensory room for more embodied work, the living area for integration and transition.
Sundays had a different quality entirely—quieter, more meditative, more focused on presence than performance. Often we would begin with shared silence, move through gentle guidance and subtle power exchange, then spend time in parallel activities—Sophia working in her journal while I read or reviewed restoration plans, the dynamic present as an undercurrent rather than a focus.
Throughout, we maintained the practices that created continuity between our times together—the breathing exercises morning and evening, the journaling, the brief text exchanges that served as touchstones of connection. These rituals became increasingly meaningful, not just as reminders of our dynamic but as valuable practices in their own right, creating a quality of presence and awareness that extended beyond our specific relationship.
What surprised me most was how naturally the integration occurred—not through rigid adherence to predetermined forms, but through organic evolution, through mutual discovery of what felt authentic and meaningful for both of us. The protocols we established became less like rules to be followed and more like a shared language, a system of communication that allowed for nuanced expression of dominance and submission, of guidance and surrender.
Sophia's responses continued to impress and move me—her capacity for presence, for authentic vulnerability, for articulate reflection on her experiences. She approached submission not as a role to perform but as a capacity to develop, bringing to it the same intelligence and perception she applied to her art.
Her journal entries, which she shared with me during our Sunday meetings, revealed a deepening integration of the experiences we created together—not just processing them as isolated events, but connecting them to broader patterns in her life, her art, her understanding of herself. The insights she articulated often surprised me with their perception and honesty, their willingness to explore vulnerable territory without flinching or filtering.
One Sunday morning in mid-April, about three weeks into our agreement, she read me a passage that particularly struck me:
"I'm beginning to understand that what we're creating isn't just about the specific dynamic between us, but about a way of being in the world—a quality of presence, of receptivity, of conscious choice about where and how to direct attention and energy. The surrender I experience with Dominic isn't separate from the rest of my life; it's becoming a lens through which I see everything differently—my art, my teaching, my relationships with others.
"What's most surprising is how this surrender is affecting my sense of agency rather than diminishing it. I feel more deliberate in my choices, more aware of my responses, more conscious of the difference between reaction and intention. It's as if the practice of yielding in specific contexts is strengthening my capacity for authentic choice in all contexts—a paradox I wouldn't have understood without experiencing it directly."
The insight resonated deeply with my own understanding of conscious power exchange—not as a diminishment of selfhood, but as a path to more integrated awareness, to more authentic expression of core aspects of identity. Sophia was discovering through direct experience what I had come to believe through years of exploration and reflection: that surrender, approached with awareness and intention, could be profoundly liberating rather than limiting.
Her artistic work continued to evolve in parallel with our dynamic, the influence evident in both content and approach. The courthouse and church series she had begun during our early interactions developed into a more comprehensive exploration of power, vulnerability, and transcendence in architectural space. She began incorporating herself more explicitly in the images—not just as an occasional figure for scale or perspective, but as an integral element of the composition, her body in various postures of surrender or resistance creating a dialogue with the built environment.
When she showed me the developing portfolio during one of our Saturday sessions, I was struck by the courage and clarity of the work—its willingness to explore vulnerable territory without exploitation or sentimentality, its sophisticated understanding of how power dynamics manifested in both physical and psychological space.
"These are remarkable," I told her, studying a particularly striking image of her kneeling in a shaft of colored light from the church's stained glass windows, her face turned upward in an expression of both surrender and transcendence. "You've moved beyond documentation to something much more... testimonial."
"Yes," she agreed, pleased by my understanding. "I'm not just observing power dynamics anymore, but participating in them, experiencing them directly. The camera is becoming less of a barrier and more of a... witness, I suppose."
The evolution paralleled what was happening in our dynamic—this movement from observation to participation, from intellectual understanding to embodied experience, from analysis to integration.
As the month progressed, I observed subtle but significant changes in Sophia beyond our specific interactions—a different quality of presence, a more grounded confidence, a more fluid integration of strength and vulnerability. These shifts were evident not just when our dynamic was active, but in her general way of being—how she moved through space, how she engaged in conversation, how she responded to challenges or uncertainties.
One Wednesday evening in late April, she arrived at my loft directly from a faculty meeting at the university—a situation she described as "politically charged" and "unnecessarily confrontational." In previous weeks, such professional stress might have created a barrier to entering our dynamic, requiring time to decompress and transition. But this time, when I offered her space to process before activating our power exchange, she shook her head.
"No," she said with surprising certainty. "I need the presence, the surrender. It's become... clarifying for me. A way to cut through the noise and return to what matters."
The statement revealed how deeply the practices we had been exploring had integrated into her approach to life's challenges—not as an escape from difficulty, but as a resource for meeting it more effectively, more authentically.
That evening, our dynamic took on a different quality—less about exploration or challenge, more about restoration and return to center. I guided her through simple practices of presence and surrender, focusing on breath, on sensory awareness, on the release of accumulated tension through conscious yielding. The protocols we had established—forms of address, permission requirements, posture expectations—created a container for this return to presence, a structure that facilitated rather than constrained the release she needed.
Afterward, as we shared tea and conversation with the dynamic deactivated, she reflected on the shift in her relationship to submission.
"It's becoming a kind of... home base," she said thoughtfully. "Not in the sense of escape or retreat, but of return to what's essential, what's true beneath the social masks and professional personas."
The insight struck me as profound—this recognition of surrender not as a temporary state or isolated practice, but as a core aspect of authentic selfhood, a fundamental capacity that could be accessed and integrated rather than compartmentalized or denied.
As we approached the end of our agreed-upon month, I began preparing for the formal evaluation we had planned—not just reviewing my notes and observations, but reflecting deeply on how the dynamic had evolved, what it had revealed, what potential it held for further development.
The question wasn't simply whether to continue—the value of what we had built seemed clear to both of us—but how to evolve the framework, how to deepen the exploration while maintaining the boundaries and clarity that had made it successful.
On the final Saturday of April, exactly one month after our agreement to explore a more integrated dynamic, Sophia arrived at my loft carrying not just her journal but a portfolio of new photographs—images I hadn't seen before, taken during the weeks of our evolving connection.
"Before we begin our evaluation," she said as she settled in the living area, "I'd like to show you these. They're part of my reflection on what this month has meant, what it's revealed, what it's changed in how I see and experience the world."
The request was unusual—we typically reviewed her artistic work within the dynamic rather than as a prelude to discussion about the dynamic itself. But the seriousness in her expression suggested this sharing held particular significance for her.
"Of course," I agreed, curious about this new direction.
She opened the portfolio, revealing a series of images unlike any she had shown me before. Where her previous work had focused on architectural spaces and the human relationship to them, these new photographs were more intimate, more personal—self-portraits of a sort, but with a conceptual sophistication that transcended simple documentation.
In one, she had captured her reflection in a mirror, but fragmented and multiplied through careful positioning of smaller mirrors around the primary one—creating a visual metaphor for the different aspects of self revealed through our work together. In another, she had photographed her hands in various positions—some open in gestures of reception, others closed or protective, others actively engaged in creation—a study in the different modes of being she was integrating through our exploration.
The most striking image showed her face in profile, half in shadow and half in light, with text from her journal entries projected across her features—words about surrender, presence, transformation creating a literal inscription of internal experience onto external form.
"These are extraordinary," I said, genuinely moved by the artistic and personal courage the images represented. "A profound integration of your external art and internal journey."
"That's what this month has been for me," she said quietly. "An integration of aspects of myself I've kept separate—the observer and the participant, the controller and the surrenderer, the artist and the subject. What we've built together has become a kind of... crucible for that integration."
The metaphor was apt—our dynamic as a container for transformation, a structured space where different elements could combine and reconfigure into new forms, new understandings, new possibilities.
"I'm grateful," she continued, meeting my gaze directly. "Not just for the experiences themselves, but for the care with which you've held the space for them, the respect you've shown for both my surrender and my autonomy."
The acknowledgment touched me deeply—not as flattery or simple gratitude, but as recognition of the core intention that had guided my approach from the beginning: to create experiences that allowed for authentic exploration, for genuine transformation, for the discovery of capacities that might otherwise remain dormant or denied.
"The honor has been mine," I replied with equal sincerity. "To witness your journey, to play some role in catalyzing it, has been... significant for me as well."
We sat in silence for a moment, the weight of this mutual recognition creating a new quality of connection between us—something that transcended the specific roles of dominant and submissive, that acknowledged the deeper human exchange underlying our structured dynamic.
"Shall we begin our formal evaluation?" I suggested eventually, returning to the purpose of our meeting.
She nodded, closing the portfolio and setting it aside. "Yes," she agreed. "Though I think I've already revealed my primary conclusion."
I smiled slightly at this, appreciating her directness. "Even so," I said, "the structure remains important—the explicit discussion of what's working, what might need adjustment, what we envision for the future of our dynamic."
"Of course," she acknowledged. "Structure creating the space for authentic expression—one of the paradoxes I've come to appreciate through our work together."
Her understanding of this fundamental principle continued to impress me—the recognition that structure, approached consciously, could facilitate freedom rather than constraining it, could create opportunities for authentic expression rather than limiting it.
"Let's begin with your reflections," I suggested. "What aspects of the framework we established have been most valuable? What elements might benefit from reconsideration or refinement?"
She took a moment to gather her thoughts before responding, her analytical mind evident in the careful consideration she gave the question.
"The most valuable elements have been the clarity of transitions," she began, "the explicit markers for when the dynamic is and isn't active. The ritual phrases, the distinct protocols—they've created a container that feels both secure and flexible, that allows for deep surrender without confusion or blurring of boundaries."
I nodded, having observed the same benefit. The clear delineation had allowed us to move between different modes of relating without ambiguity or uncertainty, creating safety for deeper exploration precisely because the boundaries remained explicit.
"I've also found tremendous value in the ongoing practices," she continued. "The breathing exercises, the journaling, the text exchanges. They've created continuity without rigidity, a thread of connection that extends beyond our specific times together without becoming invasive or controlling."
Again, her assessment matched my own observations. These practices had become meaningful rituals rather than mere obligations, creating a foundation of awareness and communication that supported the more intensive aspects of our dynamic.
"As for refinements," she said, her expression becoming more thoughtful, "I wonder if we might explore more... spontaneity within the established framework. Not abandoning the clarity of transitions or the importance of explicit consent, but perhaps allowing for more organic evolution of what happens once the dynamic is activated."
The suggestion was insightful—recognizing that as trust and understanding deepened, some of the more formal aspects of our interaction could evolve toward greater fluidity without compromising the essential boundaries and consent that made the exploration safe and meaningful.
"That seems like a natural progression," I agreed. "Maintaining the container while allowing what happens within it to become more responsive to the moment, less predetermined."
She nodded, pleased by my understanding. "Exactly. Not abandoning structure, but allowing it to become more... alive, more adaptable to what emerges between us."
The distinction was important—not a rejection of the framework we had established, but an evolution of it toward greater organic integration, toward a more responsive and fluid expression of the core dynamic.
"I'd also like to explore more... extension into daily life," she continued, a slight hesitation in her voice suggesting she was moving into territory she found more challenging to articulate. "Not in terms of control or constant protocol, but in terms of... awareness, I suppose. Finding ways to maintain the quality of presence and connection we've developed even when physically separate or engaged in ordinary activities."
The desire for deeper integration made sense—a natural progression from contained sessions to more pervasive awareness, from isolated experiences to a more continuous thread of connection and consciousness.
"That aligns with my own thinking," I told her. "The evolution from specific practices toward a more integrated consciousness, a way of being that carries the essence of what we've discovered together into broader contexts."
She smiled, relief evident in her expression—perhaps she had worried the request might seem too intimate, too encompassing, too much of an intrusion into separate lives and identities.
"What about you?" she asked, turning the focus of evaluation toward my experience. "What has been most valuable from your perspective? What would you like to refine or develop further?"
I took a moment to consider my response, wanting to offer the same thoughtful reflection she had provided.
"The most valuable aspect for me has been witnessing your integration," I began. "Seeing how the experiences we create together influence not just your responses within our dynamic, but your broader sense of self, your artistic expression, your engagement with the world. That evolution is... deeply gratifying to observe and participate in."
Her expression softened at this, appreciation evident in her eyes. "Thank you," she said simply.
"I've also found tremendous value in the reciprocal nature of our exploration," I continued. "While the roles of dominant and submissive remain distinct, there's a mutual discovery occurring, a shared journey of understanding and growth. That reciprocity makes the dynamic far richer than a one-sided exercise of control or surrender."
She nodded, understanding exactly what I meant. Our power exchange wasn't a static arrangement of authority and compliance, but a dynamic interplay, a collaborative creation that evolved through mutual influence and response.
"As for refinements," I said, addressing the second part of her question, "I would like to explore more explicit integration of your artistic process with our dynamic. Not directing your creative choices, but creating more deliberate connections between the surrender we explore together and the evolution of your work."
The suggestion clearly intrigued her, her expression becoming more animated. "What might that look like, practically?" she asked.
"It could take various forms," I explained. "Perhaps specific assignments that connect our sessions to your photography. Deliberate exploration of themes or concepts that inform both our dynamic and your artistic projects. More explicit discussion of how the states of consciousness we access together influence your creative vision and execution."
She considered this thoughtfully. "That appeals to me," she said finally. "A more conscious bridge between these aspects of my life and work, a more deliberate integration rather than just allowing the influence to occur organically."
"Exactly," I confirmed. "Not replacing the organic influence, but adding a more structured exploration alongside it."
We continued our evaluation, discussing specific protocols that had proven particularly valuable, practices that might benefit from adjustment, potential new directions for our exploration. Throughout, I was struck by the depth of reflection Sophia brought to the conversation—her capacity for honest self-assessment, for articulate expression of subtle experiences, for genuine engagement with the complexities of what we were building together.
As our discussion neared its conclusion, the question of continuation hung between us—not with uncertainty, but with a sense of threshold, of conscious choice about the path ahead.
"Based on our evaluation," I said, bringing us to the decision point we had planned from the beginning, "do you wish to continue our dynamic beyond this initial month? And if so, with what adjustments to the framework we established?"
Though the answer seemed clear from everything she had shared, the explicit question remained important—creating space for conscious choice rather than assumption, for deliberate commitment rather than inertia.
"Yes," she said without hesitation, her gaze direct and clear. "I want to continue. With the refinements we've discussed—more spontaneity within the established structure, more integration with daily awareness, more explicit connection to my artistic process. But the fundamental framework remains valuable, remains... right for what we're exploring together."
The certainty in her voice was gratifying—not just the decision to continue, but the clarity about why and how, the thoughtful consideration that informed her choice.
"I feel the same," I acknowledged. "The value of what we've built seems clear, the potential for further exploration significant. The refinements you've suggested align with my own sense of how our dynamic might naturally evolve."
We sat in silence for a moment, the weight of this mutual commitment creating a new quality of connection between us—something that acknowledged the significance of the path we were choosing to continue together.
"Shall we formalize our agreement?" I suggested, echoing the ritual we had established a month earlier. "Not with contracts or written rules, but with a clear verbal understanding of what we're undertaking together."
The ceremonial aspect seemed appropriate—this marking of another threshold, this explicit acknowledgment of the journey we were choosing to continue.
"I agree to continue our dynamic," she said, meeting my gaze directly. "Following the framework we've established, with the refinements we've discussed, for an open-ended period subject to ongoing evaluation and adjustment as needed."
"And I agree to continue holding space for that dynamic," I responded, my voice carrying the weight of commitment. "To guide with care, to respect boundaries absolutely, to maintain the foundation of trust and communication we've established, incorporating the refinements we've discussed."
The exchange felt significant—a renewal of our agreement that acknowledged both the value of what we had built and the potential for its continued evolution. It created another clear delineation—the initial exploration and the conscious choice to continue, the threshold we were now crossing together.
"Would you like to activate our dynamic now?" I asked, offering the opportunity to move from evaluation into experience, from discussion about the framework into the framework itself.
"Yes," she said simply. "I would."
I held her gaze for a moment, then spoke the words that had become our ritual beginning:
"Sophia, be present."
"I am here," she responded, the familiar exchange creating an immediate shift in energy between us—a focusing, an intensification of awareness, a movement from collaborative discussion into the power dynamic we had been exploring and had now chosen to continue.
"Good," I said, my voice taking on the quality of authority that characterized my dominant role. "Kneel here," I indicated a spot before me, "and we'll begin exploring one of the refinements we discussed—more spontaneity within our established structure, more responsiveness to what emerges in the moment rather than predetermined progression."
She moved to the indicated position with the fluid grace that had developed through our weeks of practice, kneeling with back straight, hands resting palms up on her thighs—the posture we had established as her default position of receptive waiting.
"Close your eyes," I instructed. "Focus on your breathing, just as we've practiced. Ten deep breaths to center yourself in the present moment."
As she complied, I observed the subtle changes in her posture, her expression, her energy—the gradual transition from ordinary consciousness to the more focused state our dynamic facilitated. By the tenth exhale, she had settled into a quality of presence that was both receptive and alert, both surrendered and fully engaged.
"Open your eyes," I said.
She did so, her gaze meeting mine with the clear, direct quality that had become characteristic of her submissive state—not downcast or avoidant, but openly receptive, willingly vulnerable.
"Today," I continued, "we'll explore the connection between surrender and creativity that we discussed in our evaluation. Not through predetermined exercises, but through spontaneous exploration, through following what emerges between us in this moment."
The approach represented the refinement she had suggested—maintaining the container of our established dynamic while allowing for more organic evolution within it, more responsiveness to the specific energy and needs of the moment.
"Yes, Sir," she replied, the formal address coming naturally now, creating the explicit acknowledgment of the power exchange we had chosen.
What followed was unlike any of our previous sessions—less structured, more intuitive, more responsive to subtle cues and emerging energies. I guided her through a series of experiences that connected physical surrender to creative vision, sensory awareness to artistic perception, altered consciousness to expressive capacity.
At one point, I had her kneel with eyes closed while I described a series of images—some from her own work, others from artists we had discussed, others purely from imagination. For each image, she was to remain in her position of surrender while visualizing the scene, then articulate how the state of consciousness our dynamic created affected her perception and response to the image.
The exercise created a direct bridge between submission and creativity, between the surrendered state and the artistic vision. Her responses were remarkable—insightful, nuanced, revealing connections and perceptions that transcended ordinary analytical understanding.
Later, I guided her through a more physical exploration—having her hold challenging positions while focusing on specific sensory inputs, then release into more comfortable postures while describing how the experience of limitation and release might translate into visual composition, into the relationship between constraint and freedom in artistic expression.
Throughout, I maintained the authority and focus that defined my dominant role, but with a more responsive quality—adjusting direction based on her reactions, following promising threads that emerged unexpectedly, creating a dynamic interplay between structure and spontaneity, between guidance and discovery.
The session unfolded with an organic rhythm, moving between intensity and integration, between challenge and reflection, between physical experience and verbal processing. There was a quality of aliveness to it, of presence in the moment rather than adherence to plan, that embodied exactly the refinement we had discussed in our evaluation.
As the exploration naturally reached its conclusion, I guided Sophia back to a kneeling position, observing the unique quality of her presence after this more spontaneous session—a blend of the focused surrender we had cultivated in more structured experiences and a new quality of creative activation, of artistic energy awakened through the dynamic.
"What emerges for you now?" I asked, inviting reflection without directing its content or form.
She took a moment to center herself before responding, her expression thoughtful but animated. "A sense of... connection," she said finally. "Between states I've experienced as separate—the surrendered consciousness of our dynamic and the creative consciousness of my art. They're not just influencing each other now, but... merging in some way, becoming aspects of a more integrated awareness."
The insight was profound—exactly the kind of integration we had been working toward, the discovery of connections between seemingly separate aspects of self and experience.
"Yes," I acknowledged, pleased by her perception. "That integration is at the heart of what we're exploring—not just surrender as an isolated state, but as a capacity that informs and transforms all aspects of consciousness and expression."
She nodded, understanding exactly what I meant. This wasn't about compartmentalizing submission as a specific role or practice, but about recognizing it as a fundamental human capacity that could enhance rather than diminish other aspects of self and experience.
"Thank you, Sir," she said simply, the formal address carrying genuine appreciation rather than mere protocol.
"You're welcome," I replied, equally sincere. "Your willingness to explore this territory, to surrender not just physically but creatively, is... remarkable."
We remained in the dynamic for some time longer, allowing the insights and experiences to settle, to integrate before returning to more ordinary interaction. When it felt complete, I initiated our closing ritual:
"Returning."
"Welcomed back," she responded, the exchange creating a gentle transition from power exchange to equal footing.
As she rose from her kneeling position, I noted the lingering effects of our session in her movement, her expression, her energy—not just the physical impact of sustained postures, but the psychological and creative activation the experience had facilitated.
"That was... different," she observed as we moved to the kitchen to prepare tea, our usual post-session ritual. "More fluid, more... I don't know. Alive, somehow."
"Yes," I agreed, understanding exactly what she meant. "Less about following a predetermined path and more about discovering the path as we walk it together."
"I liked it," she said simply. "It felt like a natural evolution of what we've been building—the same foundation of trust and clarity, but with more room for spontaneity, for discovery in the moment."
Her assessment matched my own experience—this session had embodied the refinement we had discussed in our evaluation, demonstrating how our dynamic could evolve while maintaining its essential qualities of safety, consent, and meaningful exchange.
As we shared tea and conversation, gradually transitioning back to ordinary interaction, I was struck by the depth of connection that had developed between us over the past month—not just within the specific roles of dominant and submissive, but as two people engaged in a profound exploration of consciousness, creativity, and human potential.
What had begun as a structured exploration of power exchange had evolved into something more complex, more integrated—a relationship that encompassed multiple dimensions of connection and discovery, that influenced not just specific interactions but broader patterns of perception and expression.
As Sophia prepared to leave that evening, gathering her journal and portfolio, she paused at the door, her expression thoughtful. "I've been thinking about the exhibition," she said. "It opens in three weeks. The invitation I extended still stands—I'd like you to be there, if you're willing."
The invitation represented another kind of threshold—bringing our private connection into her professional world, allowing these separate spheres to intersect in a public context.
"I'd be honored," I said sincerely. "With the understanding we discussed about how we present our relationship in that context."
"Yes," she agreed. "Friends who met through Julian. The rest remains private."
The boundary was appropriate—protecting both her professional standing and the privacy of our dynamic, acknowledging that what existed between us transcended simple categorization and wasn't for public consumption or judgment.
"I'll send you the details," she said. "It's on a Thursday evening. The work we've been discussing will be featured prominently—the evolution from observation to participation, from documentation to testimony."
"I look forward to seeing the complete series," I told her. "To witnessing how you've translated these internal explorations into visual language."
She smiled, pleased by my understanding of the connection between our work together and her artistic expression. "The translation goes both ways," she said. "The visual work helps me understand and integrate the experiences we create together, just as those experiences inform and transform the visual work."
The reciprocal influence made perfect sense—each domain enriching and informing the other, creating a cycle of experience, expression, and deeper understanding.
As she left that evening, I felt a profound sense of rightness about the path we had chosen to continue together—not just because of the value of what we had already built, but because of the potential for further discovery, for deeper integration, for continued evolution of both the dynamic itself and its influence on our separate lives and work.
The month of exploration had confirmed what I had sensed from our earliest interactions: that Sophia possessed a natural capacity for surrender that, when provided with the appropriate container and guidance, could catalyze significant transformation—not just within the specific context of our dynamic, but in her broader sense of self, her artistic expression, her engagement with the world.
What lay ahead remained to be discovered, the path revealing itself as we walked it together. But the foundation we had established—of trust, communication, mutual respect, and genuine care—provided solid ground for whatever might emerge in the continuing journey of dominance and submission, of guidance and surrender, of mutual discovery and transformation.
